Should

We were good. Very very good. Wherever it was, the Universe seems always on our side. We lived in our little world, where the pathetic and an idiot rules didn't apply for us. We're the rules itself. We're in Paradise.

Until i realize, i'm the one who broke our own rules. I'm the one who destroys everything. Like it was never been.

As she goes left,

between the lines of fear and blame

i begin to wonder as i'm stay still

why i came?

Disgusting

Die

Useless

Moron

Stupid

Dumb

Retard

Blockhead

Selfish

That kind of words, suits me the most. It describe me perfectly.

Im too young to know how to love her.

Without knowing. everything begin to scattered.

I can't put them all into one pieces again.

Perhaps, there's no chance for people like me.

Just to say sorry

and exist.

However, people's change. Nobody could stay in one place forever. I have no rights to be forgiven nor being loved. I'll carry the burden myself.

But still,

as i woke up

i will always remind myself

that

i'm must stop right here

that

i won't looking back ever again

that

you will be okay

cause you always found wherever your home is.

and i should be happy.

Should be happy.